miracle night diving

i miss eljay

2006-02-05T15:01:00.000+09:00

what the fuckin hell is wromg with my LJ??? i can't read my friends's page. i bet they think i'm e-dead now.

i miss eljay

2006-02-05T14:59:00.000+09:00

what the fuckin hell is wromg with my LJ??? i can't read my friends's page. i bet they think i'm e-dead now.

ph33rteh int3r3sting lulz

2006-01-21T21:00:00.000+09:00

http://www.bbc.co.uk/dna/h2g2/A787917

UPDATES BABY, UPDATES.

2006-01-20T20:55:00.000+09:00

I transformed this old blog to FANLISTING blog, meaning all my fanlists will be kept here. I only have a few right now, but it's growing so i will sort them later into different categories.

Something to share:

lol. new layout

2006-01-14T22:08:00.000+09:00

featuring an art from the "alice addict" art book. credits are in the links section.

happy new year... lolz

2006-01-01T01:13:00.000+09:00

happy new year everyone reading this!!!

wow. i think i enjoyed this new year's eve even without my relatives celebrating with us. i had fun with the fireworks too. the sky right now is so dark with all the smoke caused by the fireworks.

our neighbors had some pretty fireworks. i know those are very expensive. i envy them. i wish we had those too but my mom said it's not worth it. anyways, it was my first time tonite to see PURPLE fireworks. i often see those golden sparkles, reds, greens, yellows, oranges, but not purple. i was really amazed with that. hehe.

also our house helper was ALMOST hit with a 2-ft long stick that fell from the sky. she was shocked when she saw it freely falling in front of her eyes. she froze for a while realizing that she could've been hit by it on the head and end up in the hospital in critical condition.when i saw that, i took the umbrella and i had it while watching the skies. that was stupid, i know.

new FL again!

2005-12-29T21:28:00.000+09:00

i added myself to some more fanlistings! i thought of Scarlett Johanson today so these are all related to her:

-Lost In Translation
-Scarlett Johanson
-The Perfect Score
-Francesca and Matty
-Francesca Curtis

yeay for Scarlett!

[EDIT]
some more FL!

-Ha Ji Won
-Kim Tae Hee
-Jo In Sung ♥
-Kim Song Soo ♥

Laruku will soon invade my DVD/CD shelf!!!

2005-12-28T20:02:00.000+09:00

i went to the mall today just to help my friend choose which eyeglass frame would fit her. while waiting for her, i dropped by the new anime shop in that mall. i thought of buying the L'arc enciel 2004 DvD tour (that's in USA). at first i hesitated since it was expensive. but the guy from that store told me it's for sale (10% off). so i decided to buy it!!!

while at the ounter paying for the item, i saw the SMILE album of Laruku. i was like "...umm excuse me, can i please see all those L'arc en Ciel CDs..." i did that coz i had second thoughts of buying the DVD and just buy the album instead. i realized that the DVD was already packed so, i took it. and i asked the lady at the counter if there was any chance that they would have the AWAKE album. she told me that there are gonna be CDs and DVDs coming this same day for delivery and that the Awake album might be there. she asked me after "Do you really like L'arc?" i told her "YES, so much!"
then she told me that if there was AWAKE she would reserve it for me. how sweet.

updates

2005-12-28T14:17:00.000+09:00

i added new fanlistings:

-Tommy February⁶
-Plushies
-Emily the Strange
-Go!Go! 7188
-Mad Hatter
-Spice Girls
-Chocolates
-Sunako Nakahara
-Eerie Queerie
-Ellegarden
-Maksim
-Vivian Hsu
-GTO
-Neopets
-Ichihara Hayato
-Strawberries
-midou Ban

i just put the update now coz i'm too lazy to do it before. some of those fanlisting were done like 2 weeks ago (or maybe more than that) i just didn't put the update. lol.

IM BACK AT NEOPETS lol!

goodbye to hanging out with you.

2005-12-27T12:08:00.000+09:00

i think it's my fault that this would happen. i forgot to explain to you how you should be in front of my rents, like not mentioning the stuff they don't wanna hear. now they told me that as much as possible, i should refrain from going out somewhere with you. it doesn't matter if it's the mall or what, just don't. and if ever i wish to go with you, i should have another person with me, like Sam or Erik, which i think is impossible to happen or rarely to happen.
i feel sad coz it's only thru you that i get to go out the house, away from my computer, knowing new places, having fun. i guess i would never be able to experience those again.

some pop updates

2005-12-26T15:53:00.000+09:00

i get to watch BeatMotion last night. they had this top 50 something countdown. uhm wait, i gues that was "2006 New Breaker..." something sontheing. i can't really remember. anyways, Miyavi was in the 10th spot with his song (that one with the wedding video). and on the 1st spot is ELLEGARDEN!!! cheers! cheers!
Matsuoka (of Sophia) was still cute! his hair was spiky-messed up. he was wearing a tux and his pants rock! they were deconstructed jeans, with patched-up pattern made beautifully. it really suits him well.

celebrate!!!

2005-12-25T01:22:00.000+09:00

i can't sleep. it's 12am december 25th now. officially Christmas day! some of my nieghbors are lighting up some fireworks. it's really noisy here. anyway, it's a bit fun.
and my LJ is updated with a new REALLY green layout. lol

Holidays lol

2005-12-24T23:46:00.000+09:00

i'm having some sparkling grape juice and cheese roght now. my dad doesn't want me to drink wine. hehe. dunno why. this grape juice is sweet compared to wine, and it also doesn't have alcohol. hmmm, i don't really like this. i want wine better.lol.

Greetings!!!

2005-12-24T23:14:00.000+09:00

HAPPY HOLIDAYS! Merry Christmas!!! Cheers!!!

Christmas, the Holidays, and New Year

2005-12-24T15:58:00.000+09:00

we're gonna have a pre-Christmas dinner tonite with relatives. i can't wait to see my Cousins, especially Sam, my dearest. he's my closest among the bunch.
i don't know what will happen tonite, except of course, the gift giving and stuff. i wish i would receive something nice, like a puppy!?
speaking of puppy, my dog died like 2 months ago. i never wrote anything about its death coz, i'm way too sad and i dont wanna look at my entries seing the phrase "..ChoBear died..."

stolen from livejournal

2005-12-22T20:11:00.000+09:00

Redneck--
[ ] Do you have a couch in your front yard or porch?
[ ] Do you drive a four-wheeler?
[ ] Do you ride four-wheelers?
[ ] do you like to get dirty?
[ ] Do you like country music?
[ ] Do you have a broken car in your back yard?
[ ] Do you own a cowboy hat?
[ ] Do you live on more then 2 acres?
[ ] Do you have more then 4 different animals at your home?

-Goth--
[x] Do you wear black eyeliner?
[x] Is most of your clothing dark?
[x] Do you think about death often?
[ ] Do you want to die?
[x] Are you a social outcast?
[ ] Are you pale?
[x] Do you like Hot Topic?
[x] Do you enjoy Tim Burton movies?
[x] Are you mean?

--Punk--
[ ] Can you skateboard?
[ ] Do you wear Vans?
[x] Do you do stupid stuff with your friends?
[ ] Have you gotten in trouble with the Cops?
[ ] Do you watch the x-games?
[ ] Do you have any piercings?
[ ] Do you like/wear mohawks?
[x]Do you wear Band t-shirts
[x] Have you called someone a poser recently?

--Prep--
[ ] Do you say the word "like"?
[ ] Do you shop at Hollister/Abercrombie&Fitch/Aero?
[ ] Do you pop the collar?
[x] Do the people in Hot topic scare you?
[ ] Is the only nerd u like Seth Cohen?
[ ] Do you watch LAGUNA BEACH?
[x] Do you like pop music?
[x] Do you want/have a little dog?

--Hippie--
[ ] Is your hair long?
[ ] Do you own a tye-dye shirt?
[x] Do you want to save the animals?
[x] Do you think war is unneccesary?
[x] Do you like classic rock and trippy music?
[ ] Have you ever participated in a protest?
[ ] Have you ever been overcome with a desire to hug a tree?

--Gangsta--
[ ] Do you act ghetto?
[ ] Do you wear do-rags?
[ ] Do you like hip-hop?
[ ] Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in the world?
[ ] Do you believe he's alive?
[ ] Do you like afros?
[ ] Have you ever said "Fo Shizzle"
[ ] Do you like to dance?
[ ]Do you own any Baby Phat or G-Unit?

--Emo-
[ ] Do you cry often?
[ ] Do you wear hoodies with no hood?
[ ] Do you like soft music?
[ ] Do people not understand you?
[ ] Do you write your own poems?
[ ] Ever dyed your hair red, black or dark?
[x] Do you cut your hair?
[ ] Are you lonely?
[ ] Is "Ohio for lovers" by Hawthorne Heights, a good song? (What the heck is that?)

--Surfer--
[ ] Do you surf?
[ ] Do you wear flip flops year-round?
[x] Is your hair messy?
[ ] Do you wake up before 6 every morning?
[x] Do you own any pairs of shorts?
[x] Are you tan?
[ ] Do you want to be at the beach right now?
[ ] Do you hate tourists?

--Geek-
[x] Do you wear glasses?
[x] Do you get good grades?
[x] Do you use an inhaler?
[ ] Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pockets?
[ ] Does your mom pick out your clothes?
[x] Are you on the computer often?
[ ] Do you ever get picked on?
[ ] Do you look forward to going to school
[ ] Are you shy around the opposite sex?
[x] Do you play video games?

--Special/japan lover/ anime lover/ and unique stuff-
[x] Do you like Japanese music
[x] Do you like anime
[x] Do you like japanese or Korean dramas
[x] Do play DDR
[ ] Do you like Para Para
[ ] Are you Fob or have you ever been called that
[ ] Have you heard of Rumiko Takahashi
[ ] Do you cosplay
[x] Do you like Japanese street fashion
[x] Do you know what 'kawaii' means

i guess that makes me goth and japan lover. lol.

Kana..ichigo, ichigo

2005-12-21T15:14:00.000+09:00

i downloaded a video clip of kana 9i believe it's off her album 'spade'). i got that from her official site. kana is forever cute! yeah, she rocks!!

some test...HELL!! Inferno!! i have a disorder!!!

2005-12-20T21:59:00.000+09:00

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fifth Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	High
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Moderate
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Low
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	High
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Very High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)	Very High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	High

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test
-------------

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Personality Disorder:	Very High
Schizoid Personality Disorder:	High
Schizotypal Personality Disorder:	High
Antisocial Personality Disorder:	High
Borderline Personality Disorder:	Low
Histrionic Personality Disorder:	Low
Narcissistic Personality Disorder:	High
Avoidant Personality Disorder:	High
Dependent Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	High
-- Take the Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Info --

font galore...

2005-12-20T16:56:00.000+09:00

i found a site (while i was on the verge of desperation of finding that unknown font) that contained very beautiful fonts. i downloaded ALMOST all of the free fonts there. his/her creations were great. seriously great. even her backgrounds were good. it's not just because it was japanese(im a big fan of japanese whatever), but the fonts were really cute, creative, cool. yeah cool. whatever.**unzips the files and installs new fonts.

accomplished!!!

2005-12-19T13:03:00.000+09:00

i finished downloading the first part of "Alice Addict" Mihara Mitsukaz Collection , which is the "Angel Addict" thing. the art is really nice. i got the scans from Gakuto.net

oh baby cry baby naichau kurai

2005-12-19T12:18:00.000+09:00

i shouldn't have gone to that wedding anniversary last night. i already knew it that he will not be going there. aargh!!!!
his aunt said that he was back in his hometown and cannot go to the city coz their hometown was flooded (there's a typhoon i guess). no wonder why he's little cousin wasn't buggin me about him being there, coz he wasn't there! aargh!!!
i don't think i'll ever see him again. i wish to see him before my birthday next year. aargh!!!!

thanks btw.

2005-12-18T15:19:00.000+09:00

so the mini party we had yesterday was fun even though the food was an hour late. hehe. we watched movies, eat, eat, eat.

i received a Black Candle with a nice Holder (butterfly gothique). i also received chocolates, and a coloured sand in a bottle.
i am happy now that it's really our christmas break coz i get to sleep late again and wake up late again. but i am also sad that my last wish for school din;t come true. i think it's because i expected it to happen. i should've listened to what my highschool friend used to say "...Expect more, recieve less; Expect less, receive more..."

P.S. Dr. Cameron is no longer in House MD. aargh!!! but it's getting better anyways, now that they're all boys...Yeay for SLASH!!!

woah, almost!!!

2005-12-18T15:06:00.000+09:00

last night, when i turned on the computer, there was tis message "...disc error..." i was really scared coz, didn't have back ups of my other files and was worried that i might lose them again. anyways, my good techie friend helped me. and OMG, it was just because of the diskette my sis left inserted. jeez. i'm so stupid. anyways, it's already fixed.
i went to the mall yesterday to buy some stuff for my friends this christmas. i didn't find any that they would love. so i ended up buying stuff for myself. hehe. i bought this new anume mag. i hate it coz they criticised Gensomaden Saiyuki saying that the art is not pretty coz the eyes are not aligned. so what!? Can you actually make an animation like that adored by many? i don't think so!!!. i also bought a Christmas card for my friend in Japan, you see, i don't have money to send her a gift. If i did, i would definitely send her one. I also bought incense, coz my mom took all my incense and used it for her party last night to drive away the mosquitos. hehe.
i went to this new anime shop. i found that they have the l'earc~en~ciel 2004 concert DVD (the one in USA). no one has bought it still. I already told one of my VERY good friends to buy me that one as a gift for christmas. hehe. He's got a job anyway.
so there, i'm off to a Wedding party anniversary later. i think im going to dress up grungy way, not semi-formal. hehe. Ja!

the holidays

2005-12-16T20:24:00.000+09:00

yeay!!! it's officially the start of my Christmas break!!! yeay!!!
lots of stuff happening fun right now. hehe. first, i was able to complete my layouts (all six of them) for next year. second, i can sleep all day long starting tomorrow. third, i can now sleep late again and wake up late. fourth, my frends and i are throwing a Christmas party tomorrow.actually, we are just gonna watch DVD's tomorrow. hehe. and maybe have anime marathon and cosplay.

i am trying to socialize in the net now. i mean i go blog hopping and stuff. search, search, search. browse, browse, browse and add them to my links. over at LJ, i have very few friends. i try to add people i meet in comms, but still they are very vew. (oops! now u know i have an eljay!)
the internetz is more fun than real life. hehe. lol.

my hell...haha

2005-12-16T11:34:00.000+09:00

Rednecks
Circle I Limbo

George Bush
Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind

the annoying fat guy at the hallway
Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow

the One who eats her words
Circle IV Rolling Weights

the Irritating Voice
Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled

River Styx

Her Gastrocnemius
Circle VI Buried for Eternity

River Phlegyas

bootylis-yuck
Circle VII Burning Sands

Osama bin Laden
Circle IIX Immersed in Excrement

the Three Make-up Whores
Circle IX Frozen in Ice

Design your own hell

NEVER will i condemn the goths!!!

no yeay today

2005-12-16T11:22:00.000+09:00

im on the interntz again lolz. no breakfast yet. just woke up, straight tp the computer, and completed my layout for 2006.
for next year, that is 2006, i decided to change layout every 2 months. so i already made a line up of layouts so all i have to do is to uplaod them. i'm starting off with KIM JUNG HWA. my finale will be YUKI.
i have an exam today (the last one!!) but is till didn't review my lessons. i know that there are alot to memorise, and thinking of that gives me a headache.
i wish to see my C today for the last time this year. i really hope it would be a good accidental meet up. hehe.

late night cram...my Theist post

2005-12-14T23:39:00.000+09:00

i am again on internet late night. i still have to finish revising our group work due tomorrow. im doing it right now. i really can't do my part. i wish someone would help me. oh, God will.
i thank God coz He is always there no matter what. I am a bad girl, srsly. But God is really a loving Heavenly Father who still stays with me no matter what. His love is soooo unconditional. I wish that someday i could return it to Him. I owe Him a lot. "God, forgive me for my sins, i am a sinner. Forgive my flaws. forgive ME..." I always tell Him that in my prayers. I wish someday in prayers, it will be less.
So what was its relevance?? He is always there to help me out. ^______^

yeay, hell is almost over

2005-12-14T22:21:00.000+09:00

i can't believe it!!! only 4 days left before christmas break!!! Yeay!!

i wish that this Christmas break would be so fun. i think i'm still going to miss school, at least my friends and *cough* crushes. lol.

i made a christmas wishlist (as usual). and im pretty certain none of them will be fulfilled whatever. sometimes i envy my internetz friends, especially when they write in their journal about how happy thay are they got this and that. it's not that im really materialistic or whatever. it's just that i can't have the stuff i really want.

i want an Alice Auaa dress. i want a Putumayo jacket and pants. i want CG Illust + tablet. i want this Baby The Stars Shine Bright boots. I want this, that, this, that. I WANT HYDE.

jeez, im pathetiq. shut up. shut up. wash your hair now.

Harry, Hermoine, and Ron gone gothique

2005-12-13T11:15:00.000+09:00

i found this pic from encyclopedia dramatica.

i think i'll add Encyclopedia dramatica to my links. there are a LOT of interesting stuff u need to know.

a new visual crush...

2005-12-12T19:31:00.000+09:00

i was blog hopping earlier and found a pic of a guy named Hayato. He's from Jrock band called "duel Jewel". howoah.
i wish to put here my Visual crush list (partial only). I called it "Visual crush" coz aside from the fact that most of them are from Visual Kei, they're merely eye candies or Visual candies...Hmm, why not "VISUAL CANDIES"?

VISUAL CANDIES:
-Hyde

-miyavi

-Tara (Panic Channel)

-Hayato (Duel Jewel)

-Rose (Traxx)

-typhoon (Traxx)

-Bou (an cafe)

-Jiro (glay)

-Kirito (pierrot)

-Mao (sid)

...complete list soon on my personal sitey

i do need to reflect upon myself

2005-12-08T11:25:00.000+09:00

i asm fckinly depressed right now. school doesn;t do anything good to my self. it doesn't even make me happy.
i'll stop here. i really don't like talking about my depression and stuff. i don't look depressed, coz i dont wanna show people that i am. it suxx.
but i still wanna live up the title 'Vile Nurse', that means i have to pursue this course. sucks.

...im in school right now.

2005-12-06T10:24:00.000+09:00

im in school right now, blogging stuff at the computer lab/room.
i was late for my forts subject. when i entered the room they were already starting the quiz. it was an essay quiz, i wasn't able to answer all questions coz i didn't have enogught time to think of the answer, or atleast the stuff i read while i was in the train. ,br> so i told myself lastnight that i will be off the net for a week, coz i have to catch up with school. i don't think i can do that. just righ now (it's our 10-minute break) i can't stop thinking about using the internet, sitting in front of the computer, and other stuff. bye now. gotta go.

i want a new hair cut...

2005-12-05T15:20:00.000+09:00

my dad and mum kept on telling TO CUT MY HAIR...i was supposed to have it done last saturday, but i was too lazy to go out and i still didn't know what style would it be.

school's killing me. i might not be able to be in the WWW for a week. i have to catch up with school. i'm not failing, i just can't understand the stuff they teach us. sometimes, i don't know the answers for quiz. sometimes, i can't answer the teacher when he/she calls me for recitation.

i don't understand people. i can't figure out what they want. uh, they're so strange.
this post is sensless. Bye now. See you soon.

He was cool

2005-12-03T21:08:00.000+09:00

i fainally finished watching the movie "he was cool" starring Jung DaBin and MY LOVE, Song seung hun...the movie was cute. maybe classified as chick flick. the story was nice. it's actually my dream to meet someone like that (ack!)

pic ...

2005-12-03T18:34:00.000+09:00

i found the perfect Yuki pic for my Blog. isn't it cool?

so i bought eyewear the other day. it's light blue in colour, it's kinda Big, retro-ish. it's cute.

nadine will always be my favourite

2005-11-28T09:56:00.000+09:00

"girl's in Love" episode last night was really nice. i mean, the story and characters sort of 'matured' already. they were no longer acting like 12 year olds. i would want to say that last night's episode would be one of my faves.
my fave part?? when nadine told ellie and magde about her problem on her sister. her sister (natasha?) is trying to be like her - a goth! her sister steals her poncho, forces nadine to lend her clothes. that's really annoying.

so i have a sister who's acting like (natasha?). my sisters steals my clothes so she can wear them when she hangs out with friends, steals my CD'c and copies them to her hard drive, steals my DVD's and copies them too, AND just recently stole my eyeliner.
i'm the first one here in our house to use liquid eyeliner. she never uses any eyeliner, though she has one. what i don't understand is why does she have to steal it when she has her own. i was freaking out the other day coz i con't find it and i have to go somewhere. i asked my mom if she found it, she said no. my mom asked my sister in front of me and guess what, she said NO.
what a freakin Liar!!! i swear, i had a dream that my eyeliner was in her make-up case. and not just my eyeliner, but my Gold dust too. and when i checked my gold dust in my make-up case, IT WAS GONE!!!
im not trying to sound like someone who's SO into make-up or whatever annoying creature on earth. the deal is, I SO HATE IT WHEN SOMEONE STEALS MY STUFF!!! she had been doing it over and over again despite my confrontation. i even got solded by my mom for calling her thief when she once stole my music files in my computer. and my daddy already told her to stuff going through my stuff. but the hard headed btch doesn't listen.

so what i did this morning was to shout out loud that I'M GOING TO LOOK FOR MY EYELINER!!! before she left home, she took her make-up case with her. i guess she knows now that i know she stole it. HARHAR. she wouldn't wanna come home today probably coz she's scared i might slit her tharoat. hehe.

eat food to death...

2005-11-26T21:42:00.000+09:00

guess what?? i have been eating A LOT today. for breakfast,i had spaghetti wiff bread. for lunch, barbq with rice, cake, lots of drinks. dinner, i had chicken, spaghetti again, beef steak, rice. argghh!!! i'm getting really fat.

i had, again, me newest fave drink. it is called 'shirley temple' (cute, neh?) anyway, it's really red. it's not alcoholic.

also i haev a new (well, not so) site!!! mintberrie.tk !!!
GO VISIT THE SITE!!!

my computer is so back to life!!!!!!

2005-11-25T22:40:00.000+09:00

yeay!!! now the spyware is gone...i just hope it wouldn't come back again... i promise to myself now NOT TO VISIT DOLL PALACE!!!! that site (ring) looks/sounds cute and that actually deceives you coz most sites listed there got pop-ups and other annoying stuff. i guess that's how i got the spyware infection. anyways, i already saw harry potter goblet of fire last saturday. hehe. that was the first time ever i had to LINE-UP!!! guess what!? we had to wait for 30 mins!!!! arghhh....
it was worth the wait anyway.

yeay. new layout

2005-11-21T17:10:00.000+09:00

nyahoo!!! i have a new layout. features YUKI!!!! am here at my friend's place. doing some homework bout my fave country/place in the world JAPAN!!! yeay!!!
anyway. finally i get to see kana's other video "chimame". i only saw "hebi ichigo" before, so...Happy!!!

2005-11-18T17:37:00.000+09:00

http://www.uwgb.edu/dutchs/WestTech/japanval.htm

http://www.ict.co.jp/www-history/yayoi-period.html

some f*ckwits posting annoying comments

2005-11-18T16:50:00.000+09:00

so annoying... posting stuff about some ugly sites. nah uh!!! ugly!!!

i might change this layout to my love YUKI... and i might join the blog design thing at blogskins.com... hehe.

new

2005-11-17T11:23:00.000+09:00

i have a new layout!! yeay!!
i also added 2 more fanlistings (dr. house & dr. chase of the show 'house') i so addicted to that show now. 2nd to CSI

P.S YUKI will always be my fave female artist. and i love rainbows. Don't call me ac/dc or gay or whatever.

\'_____'/

2005-11-12T11:14:00.000+09:00

i dont wanna lose any of my friends really. they're very few, coz i hate plastics. i only want real ones. the real people are rare, hard to find.

rainbows

2005-11-08T19:41:00.000+09:00

yuki link

2005-11-02T11:56:00.000+09:00

http://jam.milkcafe.com/link/simplelink.cgi

infection

2005-10-20T10:41:00.000+09:00

my computer is infected for the 2nd time with some sex tracker spyware, trojan, etc. i'm afraid to use the internet for that reason. and because of that, i have not been able to update my inet stuff for quite some time alraedy.
these past few eeks, i learned how to make icons from videos. hehe. the icons i made are from 'my sassy girl', 'initail D', 'azumi death or love'. soon to follow will be 'infernal affairs 1' and 'FinFan VII Advent child'.
lotsa stuff happened. i got to see hyde on pojam last week. the sad part about that was my mom was also there at the TV room, watching with me. because of that, i didn't get to scream my lungs out! hehe. No fangirling in short. _\'___'/_ next week is miyavi!!! yeay yeay!!! Miyavi!!! woah woah woah!! MIYAVI!!!! tat's it for now. ja!

Mark, advanced happie bdae!!! Otanjoubi Omedetou Muacks!!!

oww.

2005-10-05T02:07:00.000+09:00

it's 1 am already. i still can't sleep. i was bored so, i took some quizzes online. finally my project's done already. *yawns* gOONyt

quiz frenzy

2005-10-05T01:50:00.000+09:00

You Are 40% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird...
But too damn weird to do anything about it!

How Weird Are You?

You Are a Goth!

You're so gothically outrageous, and you aren't afraid to flaunt it.
Whether you dress up like Robert Smith or a tragic Little Bo Peep,
chances are that you'll be parading around with the rest of the goths at Yoyogi Park on Sunday.
Don't forget your white makeup and blue lipstick! Who knows?
You may just get picked up by one of the seedy photographers.

What's Your Japanese Subculture?

You Are a Chick Rocker!

You're living proof that chicks can rock
You're inspired by Joan Jett and the Donnas
And when you rock, you rock hard
(Plus, you get all the cute guy groupies you want!)

What Kind of Rocker Are You?

Your Japanese Name Is...

Akako Shijo

What's your Japanese Name?

wah! a new name

You Are 70% Boyish and 30% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

my very 1st doll

2005-09-30T17:16:00.000+09:00

i made it from one of the many cute websites that generate dolls...
it's here:

it's from: this cutie site

longest internet time ever

2005-09-30T08:01:00.000+09:00

im rushing a term paper right now. it's due today. i just stared working on it yesterday.
so that means, if i'm in a rush in finishing a project, i just keep logged on to the internet, go search for sample papers (try to use them as a basis on how i should do it. oops. plgarism)

hehe.
neways, i saw my korean friend yesterday. she was so ever friendly as always. she still wears that cute smile. im listening to Lover Soul by Judy and Mary right now. i think i read somewhere that in one of their concerts, Yuki cried after singning that song. hmm, i wonder why...i think i'll search for the lyrics and hopefully see why. or maybe there's a deeper reason.

oh, gawd. great.

2005-09-22T23:15:00.000+09:00

You're a SCARY yaoi fangirl.

Are you a yaoi fangirl?
brought to you by Quizilla

hoping she removed 'fangirl'. hehe. it's fine anyway.

links, links and more links

2005-09-18T22:12:00.000+09:00

for mp3 site that has a lot of visual kei and J-death metal songs. this one is a new found site (fansite) about kana. woah. i say, these are wickedly cool.

...

2005-09-16T21:28:00.000+09:00

it's my friend's party tomorrow, i still have nothing to wear. ahe sorta wants me to wear something "clubbing". my couzin said that if i go clubbing i must wear something that bares skin. something like a short skirt, tank top or somethng like that.

that's not me. my clothes are usually long, flowing (joke!). but seriuosly, i don't really wear "clubwear" (see, i don't even know how to call it). i want to wear AT LEAST something black, or maybe ALL BLACK.

my friend and i went looking for a great wear for tomorrow. all that i wanted were black. she told me it's wrong to wear black on birthday parties. that sucks.

stupid doing

2005-09-16T21:24:00.000+09:00

i forgot to take the password for the file i downloaded. harhar.

ah the pics i've been wondering about

2005-09-13T22:00:00.000+09:00

finally, after stressing my mind for MONTHS on where i found that lolita pic of a gal, i found the site where i can get lots...it's here.

i found the link while searching livejournal. i don't know if it's alright to link tha community here at blogger. but you can still chaeck it out here.

just don't go telling everyone. hehe. LOL

uh, MPD

2005-09-12T18:26:00.000+09:00

i don't really think i have one, but i think MPD (multiple personality disorder) is the one closest to it.

...Identity disturbances

Identity disturbances in DID result from the patient's having split off entire personality traits or characteristics as well as memories. When a stressful or traumatic experience triggers the reemergence of these dissociated parts, the patient switches -- usually within seconds -- into an alternate personality. Some patients have histories of erratic performance in school or in their jobs caused by the emergence of alternate personalities during examinations or other stressful situations. Patients vary with regard to their alters' awareness of one another.

(from this site)

i use a lot of names, each one is, of course, different from the other. each name is like a memory of something bad or good. i'm not really sure. sometimes, i just forget the name to forget the memorie.
what i did today was try to remember each name i used, inly to find out that there were a lot. this craze (or rather a disorder) started way back when i was in 3rd grade. if my memorie is still working, i was just 8 years old.

new link

2005-09-11T22:48:00.000+09:00

what is a weblog for anyway??
_kana is love_
hehe. that one blogs kana's pic.

ants on my food...

2005-09-09T14:23:00.000+09:00

these ants are starting to annoy me. everytime i place my food for about less than 10 (or maybe even 5) seconds, they are all over them already. it really annoys me coz i don't get to finish my snack (yeay, so childish).
these ants are also all over the computer desk. sometime i can't work properly coz they bite me if i place my arm on the table. oh, never mind.

midterm exams are ALMOST done. i have one, no, two more left. one is Anatomie and the other is just some f*ing annoying subject. God help me.

new sites...

2005-09-09T14:20:00.000+09:00

and a new blog...i think this one's cool
blog

some sites of image scans...

2005-09-08T17:04:00.000+09:00

nah, i don't really know what they have. i have not vivited any of them yet except for the first one which i already linked in my previous post.

1

2

3

4

5

yoppy mania

2005-09-07T19:39:00.000+09:00

yup. it's the pretty pretty yoppy's images here.

for my friend who loves yoppy more than i do, i'm sure you'll lurve these.

yuki images...LOL

2005-09-07T19:28:00.000+09:00

this one contains the recent (i think) images of yuki.

kou shibasaki images...

2005-09-07T19:24:00.000+09:00

this one has lots. it doesn't contain her recent pics though.

might say bye to blogger.

2005-09-06T21:14:00.000+09:00

im planning on having an lj (livejournal) account. i think it's good to be there.

i know something...

2005-09-06T20:55:00.000+09:00

i won't tell. God will punsh her for it. May your conscience bug you always to the point you can no longer sleep.

lolita madness

2005-09-04T18:55:00.000+09:00

gawd, this is a nice site....
Here

it contains scans of GLB.. gawd that's cute. and also they have lots of kana,well, not so much. hehe.

a cutie site..and oh, the ressurection of minty

2005-09-03T20:14:00.000+09:00

first, i want to post here that i am so alive now cuz minty has come back to life. hai, my computer is alive and kicking (it just needs some more vitamins, uh, programs). i am so glad coz i could get back to my pixel addiction, icon addiction and stuff. maybe even web design (oh, how try hard).

i am sick now, and so depressed (well, i am always depressed, but i don't show people) but since the computer is back to its normal state, i am *sorta* relived.

anyway, i found a sit that is so cute. it contains some stuff i have been looking for. so here.

have fun guys

the bitchiest thing

2005-08-29T21:37:00.000+09:00

Oh, wtf. I just saw some ugly pixies of my sis.

Eew. She looks like crap. She’s so trying hard to look like a Japanese girl. Eew, yuck.

I swear she’s neither cute nor pretty. Al I can say is that she sucks at everything she does (trying so hard to look cute, spunky, Goth, ganguro, rock star, Yuki fan).

I so hate girls who try so hard to get accepted in the society of the popular people of the earth. Well, I couldn’t blame her. It just feels so hard to be not part of any clique.

What else do I hate about her?
Hmm… ok, here. I’ll make it in bullet form:
· Stole the images (before minty died) of yuki.
· Copied my music in her focking MP3 player.
· Imitated my heart for music, like askin my uncle to buy the same exact Mp3 player.
· Stole my nickname ‘tezwoman’, ‘Lady tetsu 69’. Adding ‘baby’ to her other ugly nick (you see, I was the first to call myself ichigo_baby, and one day she came out with a name ‘cinnamon BABY’. Ack!)
· Stole my heart* for Judy and Mary, L’arc en Ciel, Yaoi, Ecchi, Hentai, Shonen Ai, Bishounen, J-Rock.
· She stole my heart for the love of cute clothing. She copied my ‘little gal’ look by wearing bangs, knee-length skirts and (un)cute tops.
· She thought she could get away with her crime of stealing my Judy and Mary MP3. she was showing it off to her ugly classmates at school trying to make her ‘cool’.
· She writes ugly fan fictions. Trying so hard to achieve a hardcore Yaoi fanfic.
· Bought the same style of eyeglasses I bought. She owned a frame-less specs, and she suddenly bought a thick-framed specs which has the exact same style as mine (except for the color)
· Stole my love for black clothing and “Girls in Love”.**
· Using the phrase ‘...if ever that happens, it means I’m drunk…’ it was originally from me.

My friends said the following. Not my own words:
· “..she’s trying so hard to look like you…”
· “eew. I don’t like tetsu anymore. Your sis like him. It stinks”
· “..she wore what? Platforms? Did she steal it from you?*”
· “…you’re older than her? Are you sure? She looks older than you are. Gawd, you look younger …”***

Enough. Thinking of all these stuff gives me a headache. You may think all these stuff are petty. But once they form a bulk in your head, it’s big deal.

By the way, all these stuff are just between my sister and I. You might get offended with, for example, ‘…stole my heart for JAM…’. I know that there a lot of JAM fans in the world and I have no right to claim them. I am only pertaining to my sis or to me, not to anybody else. And you must know that in our house, whoever goes first in claiming someone famous, he or she can claim that person his/hers only within the premises of the house or outside our home provided that one family member is present. Crap.

*’she stole my heart’ meaning she tried so hard to surpass my love for that thing but did not succeed.

** “Girls in Love” is a show on Nickelodeon.

*** this is a nice thing for me. I fear that someday I will age, meaning I’ll look older. I don’t want that to happen. So, I am flattered when my friend said that. Most people whom my sis then meets me, or meets me then my sister, say that stuff.

on minty's death...

2005-08-29T21:34:00.000+09:00

i decided to write an entry about the said incident. i actually didn't want to, coz it's really gruesome. anyway, i just want to remember that cruel thing done to such a precious thing.

i sound like a geek, not an atheist. Im not.

minty...the dead will awaken

2005-08-29T21:19:00.000+09:00

This computer turned very ugly after the son-of-a-bitch computer technician murdered Minty. Minty is the name of my computer. Minty is the one I used or I was with when I learned the basics of graphic and web design.

So just how the hell will a computer be murdered?
That son-of-a-bitch computer tech reformatted the computer without informing me. Even my dad, who was the friend of the computer technician, did not inform me. Minty’s soul, the files and programs and other crap, were all deleted in an instant. All my hard work, all the stuff I did for a year or so, were deleted within minutes (or even seconds).

That night I cried a lot. I cried so much, there were no more tears falling. I just can’t take the fact that Minty is already dead. I even called my dad on his way home crying on the phone, telling him how stupid was the thing he did—not informing me that the computer technician will come that day and fix Minty. I wasn’t given a chance to back-up the files.

Now all my music is gone, icons. Win amp skins, wallpapers, videos, and images.
All the rare stuff I found on the net is gone. All the stuff I downloaded is gone. Now I don’t know if I will find them again, especially the scan of Miyavi in GLB. I so heart that photo. And also, the icons of Natsukigirl on iconsandavatars, which I saved on Minty’s mind coz they are all so pretty.

I will never forget that day. It’s just too haunting, unforgettable. All I felt was grief, sorrow, distress, and mourning. I never felt so depressed in my life.

God bless Minty’s soul. Minty, take care of yourself wherever you are. I’ll see you someday, somewhere.

2005-08-27T21:01:00.000+09:00

http://www.outie.net/forums/viewthread.php?tid=2935

Other BoA's dancesteps:

Rock With you
http://web.spaceillusion.com/getfile.php?fid=1068

Double
http://web.spaceillusion.com/getfile.php?fid=978

Milky Way
http://web.spaceillusion.com/getfile.php?fid=896

Shine We Are!
http://web.spaceillusion.com/getfile.php?fid=853

Atlantis Princess
http://web.spaceillusion.com/getfile.php?fid=801

2005-08-27T20:39:00.000+09:00

Take the quiz: "What part of Goth culture best describes you?"

Cybergoth/Glittergoth
Konnichiha! Japan is the Holy Land, and Malice Mizer were the prophets! Let us pray Hot Topic never gets wind of Jrock...

so true.. i heart Japan.. it's my world..

ahhh

2005-08-27T20:30:00.000+09:00

Take the quiz: "WHAT IS YOUR JAPANESE NAME?!?!?! (girls only 24 results!) BEAUTIFUL PICTURES!!!!"

KASUMI
Your name means.....mist. You are mysterious and don't like people finding out the true you. Open up a little, if people don't like you for who you are then there is no use knowing them in the first place. Stay away from Aki and Chika. you get along with Amaya and Yukiko.

guess what? i found myself a new name. i'll stop usung 'aki' now. from now on, im 'kasumi'
however, i found a really cute namae just yesterday, it's 'miyuki'. now i don't know which one i'll use.

wtf wa kindo sicknexx s tis

2005-08-27T20:27:00.000+09:00

Doctor Unheimlich has diagnosed me with Yanyan's Disorder
Cause:	spread by rats
Symptoms:	vague fatigue, vague metallic skin, extreme murderous rage
Cure:	pass it on to someone else within seven days
Enter your name, for your own diagnosis:

wtf? what the hell is that??jeez, somehow it's true..harhar

vampire

2005-08-27T20:16:00.000+09:00

Take the quiz: "Can you be a real Vampire?"

You will be a vampire, you love blood
your not afraid of night, you are perfect for a vampire, you love blood and sleeping in coffins. You have the nerve to kill, you can be immortal, though you think that it's a curse but it's a gift.Welcome to the kingdom of the damned

quiz assault

2005-08-27T19:57:00.000+09:00

again, i got addicted to these online quizzes. i guess i'll keep on posting the results i get.

Take the quiz: "Are you a skeleton, zombie, vampire, demon or dark angel? (pics aren't really working)"

vampire
You are a vampire! kick ass! You love pain and blood!!!! You reigh terror at night and retreat to your coffin at day. Of course you kill other people and drink the blodd. Fear is struck into the people you make conntact with (witch doesnt happen very often) You happen to think that zombies and skeletons are gay and lame.. well compared to you thats no question! you are awesome and should be proud. But you need to learn to like day.

finally

2005-08-27T19:45:00.000+09:00

finally, i found the right way to call myself...

Take the quiz: "What Kind Of Morbid Are You?(Pics+Plz Rate)"

Cute Morbid
You seem sweet and innocent on the outside. But you're sick in twisted inside that head of yours and you know it.

2005-08-26T16:16:00.000+09:00

You need someone loyal.
People have let you down since forever and you
have always been left by yourself. Your life
spark is now barely flickering and there is a
big feeling of emptiness and hopelessness. You
don't know what to do anymore in your life and
everything has a sense of meaningless to it.
Though you're not only sad, you also carry hate
and many grudges on people. You have a hard
time letting people in, but with your history
you don't even desire that so much anymore.

What Do You Need in Your Life? [dark pics]
brought to you by Quizilla

2005-08-26T15:42:00.000+09:00

You're Gothic.
Alone, cold, and distant, you're typically the
social outcast. You often find yourself in a
crowd full of people, while being the lonliest
person in the world, wanting something more
from life. Besides that, you're a damn
creative person, and you're always drowning in
your next "project." You're life may
seem dark and gloomy, with out much detail, but
in reality, it is quite the opposite. You
choose to keep your life rich by burying you
head in books that require thinking, and
writing people that confuses the common folk.
The world is a cold place--And you understand
that to the fullest.

Punk or Gothic?
brought to you by Quizilla

quizzie

2005-08-26T15:32:00.000+09:00

Your connection with darkness is through your
interest in vampires. Theese occult beings
fascinates you. Their lives are just something
you would kill for, and if you would have the
opportunity to be sired, you would. Living a
mortal kind of life is just so ordinary and
boring. You aren't necessarly evil just because
of this interest/obsession, you just can
connect with them and their lifestyles. Though
people have a hard time understanding this and
chances are you're a social outcast. Perhaps
you hate your life and therefor developed this
interest, to escape reality.

What is your connection with darkness? [pics]
brought to you by Quizilla

mourning the death of minty

2005-08-10T20:11:00.000+09:00

i haven't posted in this blog for weeks. i was so busy in school, it's kinda hard to find for time for my internet stuff. anyway, lots of things happen when i was away from the net. i wouldn't post em here. i'll post it somewhere where i can stay in anonimity.

anyway, we had a film viewing in school today. it was a documentary about aortion, 'eclipse of reason'. i know it sounds bloody, gory, graphic. yeah, it really is. and for people who know me, they would think that i would be loving this documentary. well guyz, you're wrong.

at first, i liked the blood and stuff. but when i saw the baby being taken out of the woman's womb piece-by-piece, part-by-part, i was kinda, ah, well,i don't really know how to say it...i felt sorry for that tiny person.

anywayz, enough of that. i'll rant about friendster again. there's this guy who keeps on sending me messages that i should chat with him and that i am a LOSER if i won't. hell, no!

avril..well

2005-07-26T22:25:00.000+09:00

i saw the video of 'he wasn't' , yeah, by avril. that's the second time i saw it. the difference is that i was able to appreciate that video now (except for the pink thing at the end. ack!!).
i noticed she was wearing a pair of platform shoes, which i loved so much. i think the tank top she wore rocked. and the fairy costume was cute.
what i hate...her guitar skills (i hate it when she's tryin hard to play the guitar to look like a rockstar), the pink slime stuff at the end, her eyes, and her excessive movements (she was like a preschooler out of control).
all those stuff i hate resembled much of the person i hate in real life. well, not really hate, annoyed or dislike is better.

am sad

2005-07-25T12:03:00.000+09:00

sorrow, anxiety, hate, failure, bad bitch, alone, depression, lonely, mournful...

someone knew about my secret. i huess i was sending someone hints of that secret. i wanted someone to know about that secret but not right away. that day wasn't the right time.
now my heart is frozen again. i don't think i can face someone, anyone, somebody, everyone right now. i wanna get away.
how i wish space travel is possible. i'll run away from milky way galaxy.

aaarghh..

2005-07-21T20:19:00.000+09:00

bad stuff happen to me lately.

first, my doggie is weak again. hopefully, it won't be sick again.

second, i didn't see Kisoo this week...now im very uncertain if i'll ever see him again...sob sob sob...

one more, about friendster. a lot of people i don't know sendin me a message saying to add them up. if i din't reply to them or don't add them, they bug me. i hate it. it so annoying. and there are also some 'E-business' messages i receive from people i don't know. that's more annoying.

cutie boi

2005-07-15T17:07:00.000+09:00

i still can't believe what happened today. i thought that it would only happen in my dreams.

what happened today was sweet, weird, sad.

a korean guy joined our history class. i talked to him. i asked his name. i sort of translated stuff to him, i mean, if the teacher asks him something i explain it to him since he doesn't understand english that much.

the name is, uh, im not very sure. it's any of the following: 'ki-soo', 'ki-sung', or 'ki-sook'. he's not the cutie cutie type that girls would die for. he's a bit chubby, not fat. his eyes were great. they were a bit droopy. his hair was brown (dyed) and it was a bit messy, which complements the "i just woke up" look on his face which i think was really cute.

it was sweet coz i, finally, got to talk to a korean guy. an i guess he's thinking im such a nice gal *grin*. it was weird coz, it's very unlike for our class to have students who are not part of the block section. it was sad coz today is the only day he's going to be my classmate. and worst of all, i didn't tell him my name!!! im so stupid!!

i hope that in the following weeks, i'll meet him again. maybe in the hallays of the campus or at a fast food. i want to see him again, greet him 'annyonghasaeyo' maybe chat with him.

i don't really like him. i wouldn't say i like him. it's more like im very intersted in him. i hope so much to see him again.(Dear GOD...)

doggie got fleaz

2005-07-13T19:56:00.000+09:00

my puppy got fleas... eewww!!! i can't hug it!!!

too much chocolate isn't good for the teeth

2005-07-03T19:07:00.000+09:00

my tooth aches right now. i ate too much chocolate so that i would be awake while i study.
my B C U B E (bestest best friend=^B3)called today. we haven't talked to each other for a while now coz of hectic sked at school.the talk was good, really.
nothing much happened today except for my sister who really is annoying. i was sleeping in the couch this afternoon, and she was watching a movie in the computer (which was beside the couch) and the volume was so loud, i was waken up by the annoying sound of voices of the actors in that movie.

by the way, im so annyed with al these pop-ups. my computer, i think, is now infected with spyware and adware. mybe it's time to buy me a new computer. i'll beg for it!!!

me back

2005-07-02T19:32:00.000+09:00

i have a new fave singing group... TSZX!!!

why?? coz one of my fave NEW NONSTOP characters is one of the..that is.. DANA!!

2005-07-02T18:25:00.000+09:00

Haloscan commenting and trackback have been added to this blog.

blahblah

2005-07-02T18:10:00.000+09:00

so tired today. thi is like the first time i felt so tired in my life. when i got home from school, i went to my room right away and threw myself on my bed. i slept for 3 hours.

i just woke up now. the afternoon sun is shining so bright that it glares on my computer.

be back later!!! matane!!!

rain rain go away

2005-06-28T21:17:00.000+09:00

it's not that i hate rain. i actually like it coz the temperature is so good when it rains. what i don't like is when it rains at night.
last night, i was almost asleep when it rained so hard. i was waken up by the sound of the rain. i got out of bed right away, ran to my parents' room, hid my head under the big fluffy pillow. i stayed there for almost 15 mins. until my dad asked what was wrong with me. i didn't tell him i was scared of the rain, i just told him that i just wanted to lie down.
then i went back to my room and stared at the ceiling. i couldn't sleep even if i was really really tired. after a few minutes i fell asleep without even knowing it.

2005-06-27T20:42:00.000+09:00

i tried the quiz again..the result is so good..

Your life with your Jrock Husband by keichan
Name:
You will marry	Jiro (GLAY)
On	December 5, 2018
In	Hong Kong
Your combined income would be:	$35,367,488
you will last for (in years)	10
No. of Children you will have	3

Quiz created with MemeGen!

quizzie

2005-06-26T15:51:00.000+09:00

i couldn't let go of this one coz....

Your life with your Jrock Husband by keichan
Name:
You will marry	Hyde (Laruku)
On	November 12, 2018
In	a Cathedral in Europe
Your combined income would be:	$66,366
you will last for (in years)	10
No. of Children you will have	5

Quiz created with MemeGen!

manga mania

2005-06-26T10:06:00.000+09:00

after school today, my friend and i went to the bookstore to buy some stuff. as usual, i've had some side-trip shopping, which is buying stuff i really don't need like the pink and purple pen i bought.
when i was browsing a certain part of the books section, i saw *MANGA* again. this time, it's the one i was hunting for a very long time, *XXX Holic*.
i was so excited upon seeing it. i was like "...ooh, sugoi!!they sell manga here? since when?..." i was really like a kid. i stayed at that place for more than 10 minutes just staring at the cover of the manga. yah, i know, it was stupid for me to do that. but you can't blame me. im such a fan of it!

i love this manga not just because of the art but because of my obsession to one of the characters Ichihara Yuuko. i so love her. so much.she's so beautiful. there's something inexplicable in her that makes her very beautiful and attractive. i found a site which is a good source of info about the manga. clickie *XXX Holic*

avril, wtf?

2005-06-24T22:38:00.000+09:00

my friend and i went to the mall earlier this day. we went to a really cool bookstore. it's cool coz there's a shelf where lotsa manga are. the shelf was kinda messed up, so it looked like a shelf from a library.
while i was browsing the magazine section, i saw a magazine with Avril Lavigne on the cover. Avril was wearing a sort-of-corset-top (and of course it's black). it wasn't really a corset. it just looked like one. actually, it was like a shirt,with some captions written on it, that was turned into a corset. the thing is, what she was wearing was kind of revealing as it shows off her cleavage. yes, her cleavage (i know ur saying'wtf?' now. my friend and i was like "what? she had boobs? really?". another weird thing is, the magazine cover describes her as "..youngest sexiest rockstar...gone dirty..." (something like that).i was really going nuts. i can't believe it. it's so YUCKY!!
Avril is a rockstar...avril is sexy...avril gone dirty...these stuff are making me go crazy.

rain, rain, rain

2005-06-24T17:37:00.000+09:00

it's raining again. i don't really like it. cockroaches and other insects enter my room. Yuck! i hate that.
i just finished putting all my PV's in a zip folder and added passwords (i won't tell!). someone is steling my PV's and some of my music (of course, someone at home). i also compressed some Mp3's.

...a bit harsh

2005-06-23T22:48:00.000+09:00

my new Literature Professor is a TOTAL BITCH QUEEN who JUST GOT UP FROM THE GRAVE. I so hate her. I decided to give her a present--a coffin.

me sick

2005-06-22T22:47:00.000+09:00

im sick right now. i have colds and cough. last night, i got an asthma attack (something i didn't get for the past 2 years). i don't feel too well.
anyway, my puppie *cho~bear* is back home. he's so well now. he's noisy again barking almost all-day long.
school's really tiring me out. my sched is sooo hectic, i couldn't even spend time for my self. an 8 hour school day only has an hour break (which is for lunchtime). it so sucks a lot.
anyway, i think im improving my writing skills/english skills. honestly, i'm not so good at expressing myself in english, so forgive me for my mistakes.
another i realised, i can't end the day without sitting in front of the computer. it's either im surfing the www, or doing some funstuff with Photoshop, or doing my assignments.
till here only. mum's calling me now. Ja!!

my puppie still sick,

2005-06-19T15:23:00.000+09:00

it's been three days since my puppie was confined in the vet clinic. im getting sick about that. i so miss my puppy. i miss cho-bear so much. we are going to visit him again this afternoon. i hope (again!) by tomorrow he will be fine.

there's someone at friendster using the name 'punkiss'. to me, it seems like he/she got it from one of my many nicknames 'punkrock yukiss'. see? he/she just took the first word 'punk' and last name 'kiss'. im not really annoyed, angry , whatever. im feeling a bit happy, proud, at the same time a little bit annoyed coz it sounds so much like my nick.

oh, i must write here that i got 'yukiss' from one of my fave artist's name 'yuki'. i think i read somewhere that she used 'yukiss'as her name in one of her concerts. lorlx!

still sick

2005-06-18T19:33:00.000+09:00

my puppie is still in the vet clinic. it's been confined there for 2 days. my dad and i visited him today. he was still unlively. cho-bear was just lying at the corner of its cage. but the vet said that there was some progress in its healing.cho-bear now responds by wagging its tail when it sees people. he wasn't doing that ysterday morning when i found him sick on the lawn. he still didn't eat. poor puppy. i hope he would eat by tomorrow, and that he would be well soon.

here's a pic of cho-bear:(just to let ya know how cute he is ^___^)